I am soooo in love with *Dennis Locorriere…..
and Luiji knows it. 
I have a thing for bearded men.
I wish I was already a teenager in the 70s.
I would seduce him if I could.
*especially the first ‘oh yeah ol right’ part. watch and don’t miss it. he’s oozing with primitive sensuality it makes my heart pound.

i wanted to do something radical so i had my long luscious locks chopped off yestrday. dad in-law is terminally ill and i’m just worried crazy. he’s a very nice man and i love him to bits and i can’t accept stand the fact that there is nothing i can do for him. i was bargaining with the cancer god and thought of shaving my head making my hair as the stakes (no, am not being arrogant but just being wishful and hopeful) but hubby said ‘don’t’ so i didn’t, and just chopped it off really short.
when my sister was very sick and confined at the sloan-kettering i had also thought of shaving my head and go bald just like her when she was undergoing chemo but it had also occured to me that it wouldn’t look so inspiring having two bald women in the house so when i came back to japan i made a pledge that i would just climb mt. fuji to appease the cancer god a little bit to not make my ate emly suffer from so much pain.
she suffered from so much pain and died anyway.
even if climbed mt. fuji twice. and even mt. olympus twice.
cancer sucks.
i HATE cancer.
sorry that i couldn’t reply to some of your comments on my previous posts. and sorry that i haven’t been bloghopping, and leaving comments for you my friends. i’ve been feeling sad and unsociable lately.